26th March 2010,
It hs been 1 month I broke up with ma bf... i was so heartbroken.... coz he cheated me for 7 months..although i was so dam true to him.. He give tears to the eyes that alwiz care 4him.. I get to noe that he`s a playboy... Anyhow im glad of my naturally strong character n now i managed to build up back my spirit..
Now it was like im scared to fall 4 any1 again... not that im scared that it will affect my education and stuffs... but a phobia 2ward guys... and love.. i never n will never blame love or guys...but i cant bear any pain in ma heart anymore... and my trust on guys has gone just like that..Moreover, i feel ther`s much more imp things than 'love' as my studies, family, hapiness, frenz, ambition, and dreams.
Recently, im having sum kind of undescribeable feelings with a guy, Mr.DAY.
i was attracted to him even when the 1st time i saw him.. the 2nd day of college..
yet.. i do nt develop this feeling...., and tought it is just an attraction coz he`s really a gud looking guy in my college!!! but then, afta i broke up with Mr.S.. the feeling 2wards Mr.Day continued as if after a long break.. and 4 sure i did`t ask 4 it.. im trying my very best to avoid this feelings.. but yet it is so strong like a magnetic force... I really dunno what to do... n the worst part is... i felt shy too much of shy... and to plus the worstness he`s a shy type... we cant even tok normally.. sumthing is blocking.. there`s sumthingg... BUT, yet i dun noe whether he`s having da same kind of feelings or nt...
After sum investigation with ma close fren miss.KAUR, sum signs showing that he might aso developing the same feeling..... She`s so sure bout it... but 4me... all the signs just prove about 10% oni .. I just cant put hope on anything....d
i dun noe what to do.... wheter to continue trying to avoid this feeling or go on with that......... HELPLESS.......
Thursday, March 25, 2010
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...
Posted by My Dreams at 10:16 PM
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2 comments:
All that we need in a relationship is time and communication and I think you know that better than me...If communication is your stumble block then you have to overcome it just like you did it yesterday...Congrats on yesterdays improvement...Get to know him better.You dont have to avoid your feelings and all....Im sure that would sort out by itself as you get to know him better....Just chill.....neways i think he's still in your dream now...so bubye...i wont disturb... :-)
yeahh... i hope so... nway thankss coz no matter how touchering am i to u in this `things` u r still standing thr with ur hand widely open 4me.... thankss ya.. love u...
by da way... how u kw he was in ma dream ah??? *winks*
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